Fading Away

Valentines Day without a Valentine

I miss him. In order to distract myself I bought my own valentines day present - a very large collection of new designer lingere from net-a-porter.com I love that website; it is without doubt the best internet shopping in existence.

R did send me a valentines day text message, but I don’t really know why. It makes me feel like it’s not over. I honestly think he has no idea what he wants, I know he’s missing me a lot while i’m in the states.

It’s so difficult not to just think I’m on holidays & it will all be the same when I get home. I have to keep reminding myself it’s really over.

Stay strong my lovelies. xxx