23rd
A Sudden End
My friend Jon died the other night. He was only 25. His heart just stopped while he was asleep. I don’t think I really believe it yet; as though I’m going to get home from aspen & find him asleep on our couch. He was always over at my apartment, such a good person to talk to. I can’t believe I’m never going to see him again & hug him again.
On top of all of that, I’m still stuck in aspen. All I want is to be at home with my friends right now. I am trying desperately to get out of here, but ive now had 3 flights cancelled, i cant try again for 3 days because all the flights are now so busy. I’m devastaed that I can’t be there, we’ve all spoken on the phone & everyone is very upset. It’s just so important that we’re together right now & it kills me that I can’t be there to cuddle them. Particularly R, Jon has been one of his best mates since high school. I hate that I’m not there for him. Even if we’re not together, he is still one of my best friends & I will always want to be there for him.
I’ve never known anyone who has died before. I’ve never been to a funeral, I don’t think I’m going to do very well.
I hope you’re all safe & well & so are all the people you love. RIP Jon. Xx
